Winning is better than losing.

That’s a given. The taste of defeat is bitter and regretful, while the fruits of victory are incredibly sweet.

This tendency becomes more pronounced the more one immerses themselves in a game, in the competition itself. The deeper the immersion, the more intense the emotions stirred up by it.

I have a unique competitive drive when it comes to games, especially in the Abyss. That’s why I’ve been able to achieve Challenger rank every time.

With a sense of pride in my abilities, I wanted to achieve good results in this tournament as well. Even if the other directors in this tournament have coaching experience with pro teams and have made names for themselves in the leagues, unlike me.

“Pu…”

Thinking about it made me exhale in disbelief. When you think about it, everyone else is a real director, a director experto, right? Yet here I am, without any real experience, just someone who can do a bit of amateur coaching, trying to act like a director?

This is just too much. I really wanted to participate comfortably as a player.

Yielding to the cries of the staff and coming on as a director was a mistake. Recently, it feels like I can’t refuse when emotions are brought into play. This is truly a sickness.

Anyway, I couldn’t go back on my decision to participate anymore.

So I was going to do my best to be a proper director.

[Just take Juho and Kainik]

[Anya